i was going through some old files when i came across this saved document... i wrote it a few weeks after jackson was born... it so funny to reread now.. i remember every second of feeling like this....
What I’ve Learned Being a Mom So Far:
-When people say it will get easier, they aren’t lying, it will.
-Everything in the world should be drive through
-When people say ‘sleep when the baby sleeps’ you want to respond with ‘yeah it would be nice, but I would also like to feel a bit human and function in the real world too! so that whole sleep thing – that’s out!’
-Anything you wanted to do alone, you can’t. get over that right now!
-Peeing is now an event
-Eating has become a privilege. Sometimes you get to, sometimes you don’t!
-The second that you do get to eat, the baby decides he needs something! Hot meals are no longer.
-The ‘to do’ list that you start on Monday is just tripled by Friday, none of which is crossed off!
-All the little things you thought were so important (do the curtains match the comforter?) have transformed into ‘do we even have curtains?’
-I should buy stock in laundry detergent.
-You don’t get your ‘own body’ back after delivery – its still a while to get back to close to where you were – be fine with never being the same again. After all, you did push something BIG out of something SMALL!
-My whole life has become one big nap!
-I can cry at the drop of a hat – commercials, stories, a adorable look from your child
-Everyone has an opinion – and they’ll tell you what they think you should be doing.
-Strangers think they have the right to touch your baby just because they are adorable.
-There is no such thing as sound sleep anymore; even when you’re sleeping you’re listening to make sure they are all right
-All the baby items you ‘have to have’ don’t really matter – diapers, a place to sleep, blankets and clothes are about it!
-Life has become broken into 3 hour increments! Anything beyond that isn’t guaranteed!
I have also learned….
-Looking into the eyes of your child can melt your heart.
-As much as he can cry and push you to the limits, you still just want to kiss their face off!
-Nothing can prepare you for the amount of love you have for them
-It is incredible to know love created another human being
-When people asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up and I told them ‘a mom’ I was being honest – it’s the best job in the whole world.
-Its unbelievable to see both my husband and I in our son
-Everyday is a gift
-Cherish every single day – even the difficult ones because remember, you’ll never get these days back.
-When people say ‘it goes so fast’ they are telling the truth
-Little piggies are so freakin’ cute!
-I can change a diaper in my sleep – or with the lights off – pretty much the same!
-When I reach in my pocket at any given time, a paci is likely to be in there
-Even when you can leave them with someone else, you’re afraid you’ll miss something special
-I have a whole new understanding for protection – I would do anything for him
-Now I know why I was born, to bring him here….